Wow....I haven't done a blog in forever...I even forgot my password...*sigh*
But I guess its time for me to get out what's been inside of me...
I've been meditating on what the Bible says about how a relationship should be...how a man should be...and how a woman should be...
And I'm learning how to be happy with myself...one day at a time.
I haven't felt as close to God as I do right now...I'm learing so much. So much.
Whereas before...I felt like I was trying to fill a void. I was searching for someone to love me...to accept me...but God has....he does...and I have an amazing church family.
So why? Why do I have this hunger?
Where is it coming from? I don't understand....
Why am I thinking so much about marriage? About settling down...About a family... About a future.....
Why is it so important to me?
To tell you the truth....I almost feel like I'm violating a covenant....like...iunno...I feel bad for not doing what the Bible says....
Iunno......I'm getting another migraine....
We'll talk later....
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